Currently

Surreal isn't it. Is it giving up if there is no passion for the thing you are considering to let go. I've tried my best. I've made mistakes but not costly ones. I am what I am and I can't change that, maybe I deserve to get pushed around. I feel taken advantage of but there is no way to explain it to anyone. I have allies but I don't want to get them involved. I love this property and care for out guests as if they were my own in my house. I guess that's not enough. It takes sacrifice and determination. I made it this far. Time to make moves and boogey. Love to Carmel Valley Ranch and the employees. You are all troopers and put up with mountains of adversity without giving up. And you put up with it every single day. As we increase our average occupancy, each person has to increase their productivity for this thing to work. It's madness but the idea of maximum effort,  Go until there is nothing left, is definitely being practice right now. To the unknown.